Could Have, Would Have, Should Have by Rose So I’m lying here, snuggled up in my bed with the electric blanket on, thinking about the time you said “I’ve got something nice for you”. You see, we just started dating I didn’t know you well, so I raised my eyebrows and gave you that sideways look. You said, “Just trust me.” You asked me to sit between your legs on the back porch swing and moved the hair away from my neck. You lightly brushed your chin hairs all over my ear, neck, and shoulder. It gave me the chills. Oh, how I loved it that you took your time. Just so slow. I closed my eyes and smiled because it felt like time slowed down. I laid my head back on your shoulder and you put your arms around me, slid your hands up to my breasts while you started making out with the side of my neck and shoulder. I was embarrassed because I thought maybe your lips could feel how extremely hard my heart was beating. I smiled and giggled as I pictured myself fainting from the fast heart beat, sliding to the floor in a lump, and trying to explain my way out of that one. I didn’t know you well enough to make any bold moves, so I slowly, yet discreetly pressed my ass between your legs. I could feel your hard-on under your jeans…as we slowly rocked back and forth on your porch swing… All I could think about was sex with you, how if I knew you better, you could unbutton my pants and slide your hand in under my panties. I could have opened up my legs and let you touch me. You would have undone my bra and touched the skin of my breasts. I should feel your tongue fill my mouth. I could have slid my pants over my hips and down my legs while you undid your jeans. We should have had sex as I pressed your knees together and slid down on to your hard-on. Your hands would be free to rub all the right places. Thinking about sex just made my heartbeat harder and my breathing heavier. Did you know any of this? I don’t think so because I don’t like giving myself away! I guess you’ll never know, and probably not understand what you did for me that night. THE END

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